well the first week of school is over :D YAY! but argh homework... AND KNEW ENGLISH TEACHER!!! wtf? i liked my old one. she made english fun and i got it! now we have this old fart...meh.

OMG I REALLY HATE SPORT!!!
freaking ball was like smashed into my shins! FUCKING KILLED!! probs gonna have bruises in the morning.

serious for a minute tho. i am over being ignored...freaking gay friend totally ignored me when i was trying to apologise to him. wtf? he just sits there im there waiting for him to answer my question. 15 seconds later im like "are you gonna answer?" he turns his head and then turns back. that's just down right rude! i was thinking "should i or shouldn't i talk to him" for a whole hour. HOUR WASTED!!! gonna give up now. i don't want to. but he is just making it soo hard.

anyway. i heard an amazing quote today

"a lack of confidence is the heaviest anchor you can put on your heart"

its so true tho. so from now on, i am:

• going to be more confident within myself
• not going to let things weigh me down from doing things i want to do
• going to dive into thing and not be afraid
• enjoy life more
  
• embrace the fact that i have such loving and caring friends
• going to try to be less emotional about everything
• going to hold my head up high with pride and joy

casper the friendly ghost xD

i tell you being one of only 3 year 10's in your sport class absolutely sucks balls!!! especially when half of your grade is full of year 9 sluts and their gangster asshole guy friends. so i dont have much choice for friends in that class... but thats only one of my sport subjects. the other one i have my bestfriends in but unfortunately we have the "guys that think they are all that and hog the ball". ohwell what can you do?
i dont like playing sport on the oval, cause i know that my friends are in the classroom with tinted windows watching me. laughing at me running....but i am very proud of myself as i actually hit the ball, unlike the other slutty girls, and got 3 people out xD incredibly happy with myself.

I AM REALLY SCARED :S

i have an oral tomorrow that i know i am nowhere near ready to give. thing is tho, my teacher doesn't want us to actually plan what we are saying...HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO REMEMBER WHAT IM GOING TO SAY??? like i get frightened of talking infront of classes especially when i know i am being graded on what i am saying. i start stuttering and going red and forget what i am saying :S kinda weird as i kinda won this speech competition the whole year level had to do in year 7.

BAND CAMP!!! WHOOP WHOOP!!!
going as a ghost :D white sheet with holes cut in it.

lazy yet genius...

cheerio for now :D

abit of confusiion... :T

ohk for two weeks i have been wondering, why humans seem to ruin friendships? why do we make the only people that seem to understand us, hate us? so i have totally stuffed things up with one of my close friends. i am not quite sure what i even did. he really has done stuff that made me angry, yet for some strange reason, i would forgive him, hopefully not because for i liked him for a smidgen. he is just as dorky and as lame as me. childish and immature...i had the best conversations with him. i never felt like an absolute idiot talking to him, more like...i had nothing to hide from...that i could just be me. now having not talked to him for 2 weeks, kinda shows me how much i miss him, our talks, how stupid i could be and know I'm not being judged. i guess that saying, "you never know how much you need them, til you lose them," is true. he meant the world to me. all i wanted to do was help him, help him through what he's going through. looks like i can't do that now. but i know he will always be in the back of my mind every single day, and i will always worried about him, as he is getting involved with the wrong people and going down a bad path. honestly everyday of these holidays i have spent at least an hour or two thinking if he's okay, if something bad has happened to him. it's frustrating because i can't ask him. things are gonna be extremely awkward as i will be seeing him 3 times a week...I'm not really looking forward to it. maybe he will forgive me for whatever i have done, like i forgave him for saying stupid, inconsiderate statements. who know, only time will tell.

last week of holidays. rather upset as i didn't do anything. as i predicted in previous blog posts. should have done some homework. meh...should have cleaned my room aswell. that may be completed tomorrow.

so here is my to-do list before school starts back up...

• dry school clothes
• try to do some homework
• clean/vaccuum/rearrange room
• clean other rooms in the house
• relax and have a good night sleep before first day back

I'm pretty sure that's all for tonight/this morning. btw my friend linked me to this singer on myspace, jeremy fowler(L) check him out and his his band.
myspace.com/jeremyfowlermusic
myspace.com/newempiresound
his/their songs (pretty sure most of his bands songs are written by him) have some deep, heartfelt, meaningful lyrics.

HOLIDAYS WHOOP WHOOP!!

it's been awhile ohwell. last week was the biggest yawn EVER!! well it was alright... i had 2 year 10 friends with me :) josh and vini. vini and i were biffles for the 1st day and a half until i dumped him on facebook for shaun LOLOLfun times. so vini was refered to as my ex-biffle for the rest of the week. ex-biffle and i played the helicopter game for like i swear something like 13 periods. i PWND him!!! poor boy when he eventually beat my highscore i just had to beat his by another 300-500 WINNER!!! pwnd him at tetris aswell. but dont even start with minigolf ARGH!!! josh was pre cool tho even tho i hadnt ever talked to him til last week. wierd tho. the 1st thing he asked me is if i do gymnastics :S was really random. he loves to dance and sing out loud in public. was slightly embarassing when he started rapping along with his songs. oh and he PWNS at halo...when anthony isnt there. anthony is this yr 9 kid who seriously plays it like 6 hours a day. funny thing is all the year 9s josh and ex-biffle got band off the network for playing halo!!! funny shit!!!

but thankfully THE HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!! havnt got much planned. i got calisthenics a couple of times these holidays. stage practice 2moz. have been sewing like a crazy nutcase! trying to get 1 costume finished that i have had like 1 and half months to do. my bad XD

slightly depressed as i was meant to go and watch transformers today :( but now i cant. very very sad... but OMG IT LOOKS SOO FUCKING GOOD!!! tim has made me obsessed with new divide by linkin park. which is on the movie. film clip is awesomes as it has transformers on it!! fully sick!!

• hopefully i get around to watching the movie these holidays :D
• oh and i want to see the hannah montana movie. i know lame. but i am a very lame person and i like lame
  
• hopefully ambers party is still on. if so it will be epic!!!!
  

johnny and i are totally going to build a cubby out of blankets in his theatre room. using the awesome as chairs as support beams for the cubby! then we will watch movies and play games!! for the second time IS GONNA BE AWESOME!!

think that is all for now xx.

arrghh!!! I am currently rather pissed off! all of my friends have work experience next week and my mum is forcing me to go to school. mother F!! I'm like an absolute loner for the entire week :( and it is currently like FREEZING!!! soo i am stuck at school with no friends in the freezing cold and having to go to school when NO FREAKING ONE WILL BE THERE!!! not even peeople i hate. sooo depressing.

anyway holidays are coming up. slightly excited. PARTY PARTY PARTY!! but i know that by the second week i will be bored out of my mind as usual. so that kinda dampens the mood.


gotta love the ad HAHAHA
anyway thats all for now xx.

first official post

so i think i have figured out how to use this now. hello my name is kim. i am a regular myspacer and fber. more fb now. i spose you can follow me if you want. kinda sounds like twitter in a way :S started this because my friend justin - http://jttangg.blogspot.com/ wanted a follower. so as the kind and thoughtful friend that i am i made one just for him. it is his fault if i get addicted.

anyway past week i have had exams. 5 exams in 2 day. thought i was going to faint. no really. i spent like 5-6 hours studying for the maths and english one. cheat sheet i made for maths i spent ages making. didnt go to sleep til like 3 the morning of the exam. I DIDNT EVEN FREAKING USE IT!!!! took me like 4 hours to make!! such a waste of time. i didnt even finish the entire exam. oh and in the english exam i was going to literally cry. as you can tell i dont cope well under pressure. later that day i had a dancing exam.
EPIC FAIL!! ...the pressure got to me. ohwell...i will have the results soon. pre sure epic fail but fingers crossed XD

anyway it is absolutely freezing and i cant find any socks which is very upsetting. so here is a video of probably the funniest thing i have seen all week. she dances with lightsabers!! absolute legend!!! "I'm supposed to be a lion but it has nothing to do with this dance". LOLOL.

oh and for the benefit of if i ever become famous LOLOL. this is the official kimberley beard blog. i am no copy cat as this has officially been stated even before my fame. if that makes sense :S

add me on
facebook - facebook.com/kiimmmy
myspace - myspace.com/dorset_princess

anyway that is all for now xx.